One of them is about to tell me not to post here because im not part of the team
Nobody starts out as an amazing designer... they will work with you to make you better if you are willing to put the time in! Although it may seem like you can't ever be as good as one of these designers, it will come. It's all about practice, practice, practice. Te more you do, the more you learn. With this team of designers I know you can and will get better, just absorb everything they have to say and remember that when they say something like "the flow is all wrong" or "it looks like the focal doesn't belong", etc... it's not because they want to be rude or anything like that, it's to help you see the flaws so that you can improve on them on the next one.
- Mufasa