This quote from a Linkin' Park song that I like alot has found new meaning for me this past week. It's just been one of those weeks where quite literally everything is going wrong and I wish it would just disappear. For the start of my troubles was when my father had an accident and he has been severely injured and been hospitalized for as long as he is hurting. He fell down while setting up a tree-stand for hunting season and the stand when he feel literally ripped his bottom lip and skin on his chin OFF, it was not scraped it was literally cut of and was hanging by just a bit of skin+ he had a large gash on his head that caused severe bleeding, while also having many bruises and cuts over the rest of his body. His 6-year old daughter, my sister was with him when this happened. It is amazing that he was in the woods and made his way out to get help for himself and his child with these injuries. But even me being upset about something like this and he still being in the trauma-care center not speaking or even barely moving when we see him does not change that I also still go to school and work. School has also been a pain because I cannot even begin to describe what all I have to do in order to pursue a career. All I do know is that I must retain a 87 average in all my classes in college to keep a scholarship that pays for everything and it doesn't seem as though I will be able to do that. If I am unable to do that, I will then be unable to go to college altogether. So where does all this connect to XGC and me playing games all the damn time? Well really it's just when I get online to play COD4 I want to have fun and talk with friends, but I can't seem to have fun as of lately because I'm so pissed off at everything and everyone so that basically I get mad for no reason when I play. Like lag, I die when it seems I should have killed the other player, or just people trash-talking... I basically would like to apologize to everyone in XGC that I've been playing with lately and have been a real ***, I will probably not be playing as much COD4 until things start turning around for me. I need a break for all the **** happening in life so might have to also relax on even the small stressor of games also. I'll probably still come on, but shorter periods of time.....
P.S. Work is a ***** always and forever......
Sincerely,
Noah Shelton AKA "Naughty Snipa"
P.S. Work is a ***** always and forever......
Sincerely,
Noah Shelton AKA "Naughty Snipa"
